So I've been meaning to update you all on what's going on and how I'm doing.
First off, Jake is doing well. I've gotten a few (very short) phone calls. He has started to receive mail and REALLY appreciates it. I know Max is doing fine too. I have not talked to him, so ask Nicole next time you get the chance!
Here's how things are on my end:
First of all, thank you all for your kind words and support! I am doing alright. I feel bad for Benny, because I've been staying so busy, I'm almost never home except to sleep and eat.
Second, anyone who knocks on my door or comes up to it unannounced practically gives me a panic attack! It especially freaks me out if Benny barks at someone while I'm in the shower. He barks at anyone he hears near the door. My heart drops every time.
I am working my new job and loving it. It keeps me on a schedule, I enjoy making money and meeting new people. Ive also been hanging with NORMAL civilians from school! It may sound strange, but it feels weird hanging out with people who literally know nothing about the Marine Corps. They're all so interested and full of questions. Luckily no stupid/annoying questions like, "Is he killing people?!" Some wives get that stuff, and I'm just glad I haven't yet. I saw a t-shirt the other day that said "While you were chilling, I was killing." I liked it a lot.
Wonton Wednesdays are a MUST around here. A bunch of us girls (and one former sniper) have continued the tradition that the boys started before they left. Every Wednesday rolls around and reminds me that it's one more week gone and closer to seeing my husband.
I really miss him.
Ladies who have their husbands beside them tonight, thank him for all he does and tell him how much you appreciate having him there. Cause people like me who only have a dog sleeping next to them, REALLY envy you right now. Slow down, take a step back, and thank God for how lucky we all are. It's amazing what these men do for us. I am so thankful to be able to sacrifice for my country, I cant even imagine how proud they must all feel.
I went to the 3/5 India company's homecoming on Thursday. It was a BEAUTIFUL sight to see! I was so happy for all the families that were reunited with their Marines. 3/5 went through some rough stuff over there. I am so thankful to all of them. It was tough seeing the injured guys...missing limbs, shrappel, stitches, massive scars, etc. That made me cry. I am happy that they're alive and back on US soil though. 3/5 lost 25 men and had many injuries. Please continue to keep them and everyone over seas in your prayers.
All in all, everything is going pretty well. I dont like to wish time away...but I litterally cant wait for the end of the year. Half my heart is in Afghanistan right now. I dont feel complete..I dont feel like myself right now. I wake up with the phone imprinted on my face almost daily because I dont want to miss a call. I have a lot of bad/weird dreams when I sleep alone...and I have no one to tell me what weird things I did during the night (because I sleep walk). I have great friends all around me and I'm SO THANKFUL for them. They work around my tight schedule and make an effort to invite me places...I just couldnt ask for a better support group. My girls are my life right now. This is the first time in my life I've hung out with girls non-stop. But they're all great people, and almost all of them are in the same boat I am, so it's nice.
I am thankful for the phone calls I've gotten. I just pray I continue to hear that voice again...and I pray he's beside me for my whole life. I dont know what God has in store, but I pray for everyone to come home safely.
For all those who dont know this already, I'm so deeply in love with Jake. I hope all you extended family get a chance to get to know him better in the future :) Those who know him, love him.
I have great days, and some low moments. I'm so thankful for all I have and all the time I've gotten to build my friendship and marriage.
Hope you all have a great Easter next weekend!
Thanks for reading :)